Tuesday, December 9, 2008
yay promotion! means, need to spend more money buying and sewing on ranks, and a pathetic payrise of 20 dollars! congrats to me.
all i want for christmas, a friend, who'll talk crap with me, make me smile, never leave me, knows me inside out, love me, whom i can trust, lean on, catch me when im falling, who'll spend eternity with me. is that so hard to ask for?
well, if that's not possible, er i don't mind ord-ing end this yr. hahaha. ok seriously, my christmas/end yr shopping list is a bible, a book on orchestration(if i can find and hv $$$), new reeds!, new shoes!!, books from trumpet praise to keep me occupied for the new year, and still thinking.. actually, i don't need anything, my life is too good, wrong, im too pampered. i got everything except what i really need.
God, you know.
i feel alone, i hope that friend will come, soon..
im the fool.. just as i said.
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