Saturday, December 27, 2008
back from the city of phnom penh! and down with a fever. great, before and after the trip. maybe this explains my lethargic-ness during the trip.
4 more days!!!
I was thinking, if im gonna be single forever, how am i gonna live my life? hmm.. well, there's many obstacles in a relationship, but in singlehood, there's only one very big one, lonliness. scary aye? Well so if im in that situation, i think i'll try to make alot of money, travel the world, with my parents, perhaps become a pastor, get a degree in biblical studies or something, and try to die happy, no, satisfied. haha. ok that's some random thought.
I hate casinos, really, i see no point in gambling. It's just a place to unleash ppl's greed. IF i ever have children, they better watch out. heh.
you know what, i miss writing essays. Expository, argumentative.. hmm, this is giving me ideas.
This year i looked back, and asked myself, any regrets, any satisfaction? i thought to myself, no regrets, cos there's no point, i've to be responsible for my own actions; no satisfaction either. Cos im just not doing anything, or rather, i can't.. so this means i got some work to do next year. how? eh i duno.
shall try to revamp my blog soon. haha. have a new start or something.