Monday, December 22, 2008
As im on my way home today, i was thinking to myself and i realised, happiness, it's not determined by what had happened in the past, but by the faith that believes it will come. Some may say, that's happiness itself. People get it wrong most of the time, happiness is an instantaneous thing, not something we can look back and compare with, that should be called satisfaction.
Finally bought my reeds yesterday, shall try em out later. Wanted to buy the Grand Concert brand, which sounds great on clarinets, but not sure on sax. however they don't sell individually, and the box is too ex, well next time. Need to fast a meal a day, today is the first day, hopefully this will change things.
God, this year is short, that's what i feel, time passed quickly, or rather, so much had happened, that in a blink of an eye, the next christmas is coming. What had i done, for you? You had done so much for me, in fact every step of the day, from the beginning of the year, to enlistment, to my postings, you planned it all, well. anw, i feel like eating chocolate.
im leaving, on a jetplane.. tmr. To a place which probably doesn't celebrate christmas. Well that's because they don't know the meaning of it. Here, everyone "celebrates" it, for what? Discounts, presents, party, food, getting drunk, eh.. so this is what Jesus is born into the world for, for santa clause to fly around, for shops to advertise, for us to go "yay no school!" well the next thing you know Jesus's death is all about bunnies and eggs. that's sad.
cant believe i almost got caught red-eyed..
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