Thursday, September 11, 2008
yay 12 pullups.
saw a black slk at the patrol station while turning out of nee soon camp today. I can't shoot for nuts, only get shot at.. gunpowder smells, nice?
i realized, the question is, do you want or not, not don't know how. am i wrong?
went back home with heavy footsteps today, well despite having lost weight, everything is just collapsing inwards slowly, as i feel the gap growing. the call was a pleasant surprise, it brightened up the moment of the day, altho its only for awhile. went back home, turned on the com, and it's as usual again. someone else is doing what i wanna do most right now. It's better than just dreaming my day through, i want to live it. i want my role back, being more than best friend, i want the initials be in caps..
one day passed is one day lost, i know quantity is not quality, but sometimes life's too short for quantity to exist. it burns my heart seeing the status, and hearing what you say, it's so.. contradicting? i duno how to describe it.
i hate reading blogs, sometimes i just can't tell facade from truth..
how ironic.
imagination is like drugs, it can cure or kill..
and yes i'm lacking that daily dose of.. no bandung doesn't work..
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