Saturday, September 20, 2008
im crying, can't you see God? my tears.. i don't know why you placed me in this awful situation, i can't handle it, why? in a situation that is not progressing, and i can't do anything, please answer me, tell me the truth, of what is really going on, what she's really feeling and thinking, i really don't know. i can only ask you God, cos only you won't mind a thousand questions, msgs, emails, calls thrown at you.. please stop my tears.. wallaby is coming, please, i beg you, please, when i come back, everything will be just fine, i beg of you.. assure me, cos im gonna flood the desert, for 6 weeks.. oh God, please help me, my body is weak, and my soul is dead, my heart is scattered everywhere, no one is helping me to pick the pieces up, they're only being stepped and trampled on the ground.. i don't know who to turn to now. please God.