Sunday, September 21, 2008
even the devil is visiting me now..
i went back to sleep, and than i heard noises, a language i don't understand, some rumbling, like tongues, i thought my sister's sleep talking again, i was wrong. i woke up, i found out i can't move, my whole body, the rumbling went on, i tried to move my left arm, real hard, i tried to speak, i can't, i said help me, and those are the only words that came out, than im freed, for a second. i laid down again, than the rumbling carried on, and the same thing happened, i got pinned again, this time it got closer and closer to my ears, i said the lord's prayer in my head, and the moment i spoke amen, i got up.. it's not the first time.
it's showing me that im in a really weak position.. im so vulnerable now.
sleep paralysis? rubbish, scientists can't even explain it, all they know is, they think, they think.