My bunkmate in SI once asked me while browsing my pics in my iPod, why
do you still keep the pictures? I don't know how to reply. From those
before A's to those in scbb, they're on my fingertips, each speaking
of the joy then, and I look at myself now, pathetique.

This morning, I really couldn't take it anymore. The first morning,
only after 12hrs of standing alone, I fell.

I'm not giving up, I hope u didn't too. I won't let go till you tell
me so. I'll fall harder then, but I still have to try.