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Friday, August 22, 2008

i know that you wanna let go, to give him your 100%, to give him all 3. and you're trying hard, so i shall not make it hard for you, altho it's hard for me. sorry.

God, i was once lonely, and you saw this, so you sent me a friend. I was delighted. From friends, to best friends, God you sent the right person at the right time. I'd a crush, and i was in a dilemma, so i asked you everyday, she or she? the answer was obvious you said, so i gave up. I gave you the pen, to write my love story. From bestfriends, till 060308. You wrote a wonderful story, i can never forget, i experienced what's true love, your love. But i rushed, i took the pen from you for i thought i could make it better, i started writing, i was wrong. I scribbled and scribbled desperate to keep the flame, you just looked, and it all went down. 2 months, you prepared me, putting me in the best situations, i thought i was blessed, but i was wrong again. You sent an obstacle, not a physical one, but an emotional one, a big one. It slammed into me, it shattered my heart into bits and pieces, now i couldn't save it. I hold on to the pen tight, but the more i write, the more i bleed, the less hope she gave me, till this point. God, i can't take it anymore, here's the pen, take it.. please show me what's love once again, please..

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